Keep it to yourself

The pain goes deep

Deeper than the oceans of azzure

Quiet swallow as the waves of struggle

And torture come up

Heaving and breathing it through

Yet the reminders of you

Every day every waking moment

Another twist of the knife

Deeper and deeper

Missing moments the sparks

Gone. Gone forever and it’s over.

As the blackness sucks you

Into it’s dark shadows

The song is cocaine

To your addiction

I hope every injection of her

Is worth it

But I will say Thank you

For closing your eyes

And opening mine