That rising ache reaching up wanting
To explode the hurt and pain
Caused by the words that bite and chew
Through the flesh and knawing
At the brittle bones that once were strong
Before the chemicals pumped into veins to stop the
Black mass wanting to overtake
The very matter and thousands of atoms that
Shaped her very being.
But twice the lump that threatened her
To spew forth was suppressed . Down deep
Pretending she didn’t hear the spiteful words
And carried on to create the friendly atmosphere
Unbeknownst to all she knows who lies
Who is deceitful and whom has used her. So quiet
And silent she’ll be. For silence will scream and then the
Sun will shine again and summer will light up the eyes
Hiding behind a veil of sadness engulfing her very
Spirit from lighting the very way needed to go on.