jealousy

Is ugly, makes you fugly. Scrupulous unthinking but mostly tragic. Old and withered and green not true. You’ll lose who you are, your identity no clue. Put down your sword, there’s no war here. I know you are reading this, it’s evident and clear. He told me he knows there’s only one that’s true. He told me he knows definitely it’s clear it’s not you.

The laugh

Of one not quite there

She lives in a world of untruths

With no care

For those she will hurt

It’s evident and clear

Her lies and manipulation

Change direction and steer

They told me to watch her

Why bring her to the fold

Because she is close

And mad and cold

So release her and give her

something to relish

Or am I being

Too forward and selfish

Little by Little

You’re unraveling

Good to see

How you’re travelling

Shame the green eyed monster exists

Down in your soul

The dungeons the pits

There you’ve said it

Your soul your truth

The lies you are telling

Imagined and strewth

You slowly are peeling back every layer

The jealousy you’ve conjured

Away in your manger

Sadly you’ve now lost a friend whom was true

Whom smiled and listened and helped when you’re blue

But alas you’ll keep trying to pretend to be nice

I’ve now seen your bllsht the green and the moss

Time for a Change

But the change is here

New laws and boundaries

The change is near

Riots and destruction

Unfolding everywhere

Pickets and signs

Long unbrushed hair

Don’t look them in the eye

Please don’t you dare

They’ll hurt you command you

Kill you if you care

Nothing’s achieved by paying those men

To destroy others property

What now what then

I’m here to tell you

You’ll be found out I’m sure

The anger the hatred

The violence you lured

You cannot break LOVE

Twice

That rising ache reaching up wanting

To explode the hurt and pain

Caused by the words that bite and chew

Through the flesh and knawing

At the brittle bones that once were strong

Before the chemicals pumped into veins to stop the

Black mass wanting to overtake

The very matter and thousands of atoms that

Shaped her very being.

But twice the lump that threatened her

To spew forth was suppressed . Down deep

Pretending she didn’t hear the spiteful words

And carried on to create the friendly atmosphere

Unbeknownst to all she knows who lies

Who is deceitful and whom has used her. So quiet

And silent she’ll be. For silence will scream and then the

Sun will shine again and summer will light up the eyes

Hiding behind a veil of sadness engulfing her very

Spirit from lighting the very way needed to go on.

Time for me to Back off

Too many folks are angry and rough

You take my words my songs my tunes

The jealousy spawned from lions and bulls

It started with a twin you see

The blue you saw drew you to me

So an opportunity of lights was born

Anonymity or star you’re torn

Unfortunately they sought a dream

To get close to you To you through me

I’m happy to remain in the dark

My words you’ll see the sky a lark

Will sing to you when I am near

I’m always there you see my dear

Crown of Thorns

Oh dear it would seem

A sacrificial lamb is needed

For the crown of thorns

Are ready and beaded

Now to find an innocent and pure

One whom has proven

Their worthiness and is sure

She’ll lay down her life

Her soul and her innocence

To wash him a clean of his

Follies and sins

She’s ready and waiting

By the window in white

Just whisper her name

Into the Night

Liar

All good things come to those who wait

Good to see she’s taken the bait

I planted a seed which made her uncover

The truth in heart

The man and her lover

She told me some more

Of the other’s intents

How sad I was

They were my friends

As I get older my trust is no longer

In people I meet

Why should I bother

So behind a glass screen I cry blue tears

Pretend to be joyful and showing no fears

These women were close but

Immature indeed

So I’ll stay away now

Let the fool be seen

A liar has moved in

I’ve known for a little while now

Oh how she cries like a cat meows

When hungry and won’t let up

Always taunting hey what’s up

The fake ness is overbearing

Her lying and her sharing

Of stories old and boring

Move on he yells whilst snoring

Change your tune little one

As the the fight has not been won

Yes his attention to you ruffled feathers

So sorry to hear you didn’t take the weather

Indeed he mentions others too

But really the glass slipper is not your shoe

It belongs to his queen

Who’s hardly seen

So I forgive you for thinking he was alone

As you see you’ve been fooled

Like a dog with a bone

Mad

I am mad. As red as blood.

As angry as can be

Must pull away

The hurt the shame

These feelings and thoughts it frees

Your carelessness blind and deaf

You chose the path you take

Give us a taste of morsel face

And leave us begging you

A tired tune all glistening new

Why do I feel so blue

The promise made

The lux now fades

Step back is what I’ll do

Consumed my all

Thoughts words and tore

sinews hold me together

When all I asked was never tasked

And shattered my bones forever

Created paths influencers laughed

Stumbling to your tune

For lies were told so brash and bold

I hope you face your rune

But alas I love I love you still

With carelessness I fear

Hollow and spent

Body hurts stomach wretched

the moon She knows my tears