Why

Do you punish me so

Just so you know

The joke was just a joke

Led by the ones you know

Closest to you

Without a clue

Left me feeling blue

Bringing out the love so true

She said yes let’s do this too

I’m sorry if I hurt you

If I’ve hurt you

I’m bleeding too

The pan flute

Filtering through

The white noise

Smothering the chaos

And Nonsensical toys

Massaging temples

Forcing me

To relocate

And just be

Ave Maria

Playing softly

Hitting the high notes

This will cost me

Ignoring the repercussions

I continue to listen

As he continues

To send his breath

Down the beautifully

Carved wooden tubes

Mastering the manipulation

Of the body mind and soul

Of all whom stop to listen

As the music is drawing to an end

Another day will go by with

A tear falling from eyes

Red from all that’s happened, is happening

Will happen.

Begging for the pied piper not to stop

He can’t hear me but, resumes his

Melody. Knowing he’s caught another soul

And will lead the way

With the understanding I will follow….

Time on Earth

Should be all it promises

Sunshines and lollipops

Unicorns and horses

But listen while I spill a spool

Of loneliness and heartaches

Where trees Sway

Stairs are long

and winding

And sighs escape when they may

So jig it up

Drop a few, mix it if it pleases

The plan to plot

No sadness you want

So drop them as you need to…

White Knight

Laughs with ease

Dimples in cheeks

Smiles and pleases

To all the masses

He knows no fear

Solid as a rock

Mopping strangers tears

A little jig here

A rose for you there

The White Knight is busy

Fair maidens he cares

So bat those fake lashes

Shed foxy tears

Whenever the White Knight

Is heard and appears

If you’re in distress

Ask him any question

He’ll never digress

He craves women’s attention

He is called the White Knight

On his stallion he gallops

I’m sure he has pleased you

Did he sing you a ballad ?

You were real

You were real in my dream

But then I woke it would seem

I was down on my knees

Eyes lowered hands clasped bleeding

A soft touch on my shoulder

I feared to look I was older

Tired and sore fearing what lays

Ahead as I dropped knowing I may

Get whipped from soldiers

Taunted by them

For weak am I but still worked for them

Come you whisper to me softly

My name you called and sad for knowing

Bonny was I once upon a time

The world my oyster

But now is a crime

You helped me rise follow me you smile

No one else saw you invisible was I

We walked down wet paths onto the stairs

You hold my hand I could only stare

Now I know I’ve left this world

With my love I remember you so…

December

I’ll always remember

The light in the clouds

You’re eyes and your brows

The smile and the nerves

Too fast all a blur

December babies

The mother carries

The babies of truth

Honesty and sleuths

Mistakes and misgivings

Move on is for living

Hiding the hurt

Resentful and flirt

Like butterflies to flowers

Have super powers

To make others smile

Whilst all the while

Cloak you in love

White clouds from above

Know this too

Always are blue

Yet continues to live

For love is to give ….

Friend

Friend

Always the friend

A little like the bridesmaid

But never the bride

Chase never to be had

Yet breadcrumbs leave a trail for who?

Signals always flashing

For the led lights are always red

Shoulders are soft yet strong

But only used to carry the burden

Smile misread for friends

And only used to cheer you up

Eyes forever lowered

So the heart shan’t peak beyond eyelashes

Voice always quivers

But whispers words to set the tone

Blame I have only me

it’s easier than to hurt again

She’s like the sun

Her coronal mass ejections

Drew you to her

Without thought and feeling

Her warmth and magnetic pull

Was what you needed to feel

Whole again. Her brightness

Unwavering steadfast gaze

You had no choice

But you missed it.

You missed the coronal holes

The black missing chunks

Created by every disappointment

Heartbreak and lies told to her

One more wrongdoing could burn the sun out

Listen to the mass ejections you may hear

Her cries for the one true love

The promise of centuries and eons before

He will return in this life for her yet chose to be with another

So everyday she rises spins and omits her warmth knowing she has no choice

But to carry on. For many are dependent on her

Until her spark returns no more….

Honesty

Especially yours

Knows no bounds,

The hurt conjured

The angst created

The minds Talking loud,

The gossip fueled

The motors cooled

The wanting now leaves,

The longing gone

The craving burst

The love now cannot breath,

Rejection breaks

A spirit lost

Does not strengthen the need,

Can turn away

Feeling dismayed

A pool of sorrow within her

Time for me to Back off

Too many folks are angry and rough

You take my words my songs my tunes

The jealousy spawned from lions and bulls

It started with a twin you see

The blue you saw drew you to me

So an opportunity of lights was born

Anonymity or star you’re torn

Unfortunately they sought a dream

To get close to you To you through me

I’m happy to remain in the dark

My words you’ll see the sky a lark

Will sing to you when I am near

I’m always there you see my dear