Friend
Always the friend
A little like the bridesmaid
But never the bride
Chase never to be had
Yet breadcrumbs leave a trail for who?
Signals always flashing
For the led lights are always red
Shoulders are soft yet strong
But only used to carry the burden
Smile misread for friends
And only used to cheer you up
Eyes forever lowered
So the heart shan’t peak beyond eyelashes
Voice always quivers
But whispers words to set the tone
Blame I have only me
it’s easier than to hurt again
‘Tis true as the story goes
Never in my wildest of dreams
Standing alone on the foreshore
Connected by a static beam
Blue and white crackle and pop
But hatred for me it seems
You terrorise shake up rattle and roll
Then whisper sweet nothings my dear
So tender one minute and angry the next
I mask my god foresaken fear
Yet a victim professes only love and devotes
Their heart to always be near
I don’t idolise procrastinate whip lashings and such
Just to listen then just to grieve
So tell me why me what have I done
You have chosen to mock, be a bitter pill
When only defend honor fight for and shield
Joan would have been proud to the fill
Do I lay down my sword
Tell me my friend
Never follow you to the ends
The ball is now bouncing in your court
No more no more hurt
Cut the chord the tune the blue melody hue
The tune you and I Wounds open and bled
Nothing more to share
A heart is bare
For all to see
Including me
Private thoughts
Now stored away
You left the matrix
For quieter pastures
Never to hear
Your thoughts again
Only the music
Quiet the thread
We miss you so
Keep waiting but slow
To learn the truth
Will hurt not smooth
Bouncing about from one to the other
Still looking for your hearts’ lover
I’ll be there for you
these five words I’ll say to you
when you breathe
I want to be the air for you
I’ll be there for you
I’d live and I’d die for you
I’d steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can’t say what love can do
I’ll be there for you
I wasn’t there when you were happy
And I wasn’t there when you were down
Didn’t mean to miss your birthday baby
I wish I’d seen you blow those candles out
Missing you…
😦 The greatest love song by JBJ & RS
Is it she
That wants to be free
Why do you hold
Onto love forlorn
So many times
So many rhymes
All is lost when babe is born
The demand to listen
A dew drop glistens
Beware the tempestuous storm
Of love and like
Hopped on a bike
For another she is drawn
Up high in the tree
leaves drop beneath
Let the babe go
It’s time for he
A father is thee
Move on he should know
Don’t be shy
And don’t you lie
It’s ok to search for love
Another muse
Held your glance and bemused
So fly be free white dove
You’ve Recently closed
Unplugged just gone
Lost connection
No light shone
Out of reach
Out of sight
Into the darkness
Out of the light
Did you wish to end it
With all your might
We’ve been tricked
By the oceans bight
A spark to ignite
The fury caused
Create divisions
Between the groups
Just an incision
That won’t be stitched
And can’t be fixed
Not who you are
So near yet far
I’ve tried for you
Oh hero of blue
To create peace
And hatred release
No light ahead
I fear and dread
My physical pain
Return twin flame
‘Twas not to be
Not meant to leave
Return back home
Not the unknown
Your voice is among the people
I walk by in the crowd
Searching every face
But your smile I have not found
Your voice is amongst the trees
As the leaves rustle in the breeze
I search the lines on the bark
Just memories now I bleed
Your voice is amongst jack hammers
I pass on nearby streets
Calling me to come home
But where is it I scream
Your voice is in my head
When I wake when I breathe
Your murmurs of words come flowing forth
In a hurried pattern of pleas
Why do you tug at my heart
Your moment had escaped
One moment in time my heart had stopped
Then suddenly was awake
Was it a dream a fleeting spell
You cast upon my soul
It opened me up to another time
When horses and carts and bells tolled
Your voice is but a whisper now
I’ve locked it in my chest
Come here come home it pleads to me
Suffer in silence forever unrest…
Purple you shade
A colour I avoid
I cannot fathom
How you are adored
Streaks of you I admit
Are darker shades of blue
When mixed with a black brown
Then it becomes you
So you are the depression and
Angst with the sad
Hurting a young girl
Whom feels truly bad
She’s one mixed up soul
No mother who adores
Was thrown in a white room
Tied up in four walls
Her soul is so passionate
Purple she oozes
Latched onto your heart
And words of blue
I have tried to stop her
From adulates and suns
You are her idol
Whatever will become
Of this young purple girl
Followed you to the ends
Of the world her hair curled
She handed you a present
Was met with a cold ice
A curt thank you
Her heart you did splice
Once again I am sorry
I will bring attention to she
I now know how incorrigible
She is and her needs
Just like a primrose
You all sit in a clump
Old English roses
For fear I may like
A pale yellow you suggest
Happy and glee
The true colour of yellow
Flowers suggest jealousy
There are pink ones so rare
Found in untouched woods
Protected by warriors
In dark cloaks of hoods
The pink ones he seeks
Look for those you should
For those are the ones
To make his head turn they would
I know of his kind
Always searching a muse
Ignites them with words
Like a spark from a fuse
But a spark is no match
To one whom is fire
A constant source of fuel
It is I he wished to desire
I will feed him the words
Needed for his ideas
Like a blood thirsty leech
Until full He doth feels
I am but a ground cover
Dotted with colours of abstract
To play the game
So do not feel the wrath
Burning in you for searching
You look in wrong places
His plaything is lurking
Beneath your very noses
She is right there you see
Always has been you fools
Like Camilla to Charles
Deceit woefully ruled
So he’ll water his flowers
To keep you all wanting
And withering and drooping
Be careful
The pruning …
Prying eyes
Salacious ears
Pointy noses
Thickening beards
Questions abound
Restless thoughts
Dreams escaping
Visions are bought
Stories are numerous
Tellers of lies
Poets are dreamers
Informative spies
Where once there was innocence
Now lies deceit
Happenings are made
To create more heat
These are just words
Created for you
As you will wonder
But are these words of truth
Ghost words of the imaginings 