I forgive you
But why should I care
When I have
Nothing left to spare
Nor would I even dare
You are leaving
With no remorse or despair
Are there words to change your mind
Or your cold stare
I’m broken up inside
Feeling pain I just can’t hide
In a moment you are gone
Just like this sad sad song
I’ll forgive you
If we give it one more try
I promise not to cry
And leave it there
Will you hold me
Say we will be fine
Words that will not rhyme
As you close the door behind you
One last time …..
Friend
Always the friend
A little like the bridesmaid
But never the bride
Chase never to be had
Yet breadcrumbs leave a trail for who?
Signals always flashing
For the led lights are always red
Shoulders are soft yet strong
But only used to carry the burden
Smile misread for friends
And only used to cheer you up
Eyes forever lowered
So the heart shan’t peak beyond eyelashes
Voice always quivers
But whispers words to set the tone
Blame I have only me
it’s easier than to hurt again
Her coronal mass ejections
Drew you to her
Without thought and feeling
Her warmth and magnetic pull
Was what you needed to feel
Whole again. Her brightness
Unwavering steadfast gaze
You had no choice
But you missed it.
You missed the coronal holes
The black missing chunks
Created by every disappointment
Heartbreak and lies told to her
One more wrongdoing could burn the sun out
Listen to the mass ejections you may hear
Her cries for the one true love
The promise of centuries and eons before
He will return in this life for her yet chose to be with another
So everyday she rises spins and omits her warmth knowing she has no choice
But to carry on. For many are dependent on her
Until her spark returns no more….
So close
Like the wind on my face
So close
Like the tear on my cheek
So close
When your hand brushed mine
So close
When your eyes locked on mine
So close
Like the bird in the air
So close
I wonder if you cared
So close
I can feel you near
So close
I tremble with fear
So close
I will be to you
So close
In dreams so true
So close
We speak the same
So close
Who was to blame
So close
I was to you
So close
My soul you saw through
So close
I saw disdain
So close
My hurt my pain
Remember to never forget …
What shall I pen
On this whiteboard of life
The mistakes made or
The love of my life
The pain within
That tortures my soul
Deep in the black
Psychedelic hole
A conundrum of writings
Each a short story
I wish to not bore
Only excite you with flurry
Paint you a picture
Of colours and hues
Words to delight
Give you pleasure then blue
So why is the whiteboard
Still blank and snow white
Where is the rainbow
Cursive words to ignite
The pictures within you
To outstretch your hand
Reach for my fingers
Lift me up to your land
Of visions within you
Where my words will ring true
Resonate deep in
Your soul and heart through
But maybe I’m waiting
For you to go first
Words I will drink
With hunger and thirst
So this whiteboard remains
A blank masterpiece
Still waiting for you
Until then I will cease
It’s so quiet
you’ve gone
A chemical
Phenomenon
My addiction
Your voice
My addiction
My choice
Cells dancing
Rejoice
Common sense
destroyed
The only thing
I enjoy
Another hit
Bring me up
Elevate me
Blowing up
Mind reeling
Loose control
Like a comet
Or asteroid
Then crash
Leaves a hole
You’ve hit my high
Now low
Another fix
Is what I need
My insatiable
You Feed
Rehab is what
I need
Well my friend
The end is near
Tomorrow will be
The last time I will hear
Your voice so perfect
I love you, yes love
Sends me soaring
Up and above
To another level
A private universe
Where noone else
Can touch us
But only love
I will immerse
For without it this world
Is forgotten and doomed
Where once someone told me
Start living or entombed
Forever to walk like the living dead
But little does he know
I go into my head
With the clearing of my mind
Only your voice do I hear
Those beautiful tones
The passion, the glee
I know all your truth is not written
in song
But there must be a seed
Tell me am I wrong
Like the seedling it grows
Reaching up to the light
With outstretched green foliage
What a beautiful sight
And into the perfect plant it will be
Forever seeking truth of love
Light and free
To move as I wish
Wont be long now I know
Deep in my heart
The first seed that was sown
There is not much time
With every breath that I take
I thank you for your songs
Now my body starts to ache
With the black inside of me
Once again they have found
that black mass has presented
In the background
Will take over the blue
But that is ok
For without your voice
I would be in my grave
A second chance was given
A third am I right
To do as I wish
Break away from my fright
And fear holds me back
For the pure only know
These man made shackles
That are chained to my soul
To stop me from being
Awake and free
To stop me from throwing away
My family
When I will die
I will protect from above
My electricity you’ll feel
Like the white of a dove
But for now tomorrow
I will see you again
From afar I will smile
And know this my friend
I have loved you before
In a life past and gone
I have loved you today
From the day I was born
Breathe
I float
This way and that
I float
Towards you
Slide like a cat
Breathe
You come closer
I shake
What to say
Breathe
All hopes of a coherant sentence
fade
Breathe
You look you stare you inhale
Breathe
Eyes widen a smile prevails
Breathe
You recognise my words eyes and hue
Breathe
There’ll be not another you
*remember to breathe
To wait
To conjure
Thoughts spiral
Terra conquered
You have power
Of words
I mastered
The hurt
I asked
You gave
Selfish I am
You prayed
For us all
You spill
Blood and tears
Your will
Had a break
To connect
To people you love
As above
Always right
Sometimes wrong
Out of sight
In a song
Your stories
You belong
To all
She tied you
With her quill
Then takes
Many pills
Never forget
How close we came
To entwine
Electric shock
Never to be
On a rock
I watch the waves
Rolling in
To jump now
Is a sin
Lullaby
Oceans of blue
You are my love
My colour my hue
Where once there was heat
Only a cool blue
The door was once opened
Your words rang true
Someone is standing now
in the frame
Only a small thing
Loneliness she blamed
Was there a stoush
A blinding jolt
Did you wake
Like a lightening bolt
I will step back now
For this too she’ll cast
And wait in the shadows
Till the anger has passed
Your words are much needed
Your songs bring such joy
A muse you’ll be seeking
For words are your toy
Lock your thoughts in a room
Seek anger love and pain
Close your door from the world
Whilst outside it rains
The innocence you radiate
Your family approves
Insatiable desires
Have always been your muse
*whispers your name into the sky
Ghost words of the imaginings 