I forgive you
But why should I care
When I have
Nothing left to spare
Nor would I even dare
You are leaving
With no remorse or despair
Are there words to change your mind
Or your cold stare
I’m broken up inside
Feeling pain I just can’t hide
In a moment you are gone
Just like this sad sad song
I’ll forgive you
If we give it one more try
I promise not to cry
And leave it there
Will you hold me
Say we will be fine
Words that will not rhyme
As you close the door behind you
One last time …..
Friend
Always the friend
A little like the bridesmaid
But never the bride
Chase never to be had
Yet breadcrumbs leave a trail for who?
Signals always flashing
For the led lights are always red
Shoulders are soft yet strong
But only used to carry the burden
Smile misread for friends
And only used to cheer you up
Eyes forever lowered
So the heart shan’t peak beyond eyelashes
Voice always quivers
But whispers words to set the tone
Blame I have only me
it’s easier than to hurt again
If my words could speak What my heart yearns to say All the feelings I cannot leak To you I would convey … If my words could reach The heavens in the…
If My Words
I miss the sun dancing across my face
Kissing my eyes whilst standing a top a hill
I miss the ocean breeze caressing my hair
Whilst my toes are digging into the grains of sandy beaches
I miss the wind circling beneath my nostrils as the leaves of a thick wooded
Area release the perfumes of eucalyptus trees
I miss the fires built within bluestone circles
Omitting their heat to keep strangers warm
I miss sleeping beneath the stars with only the moonlight
To guide us in wooded areas amongst the tall trees
But most of all I miss thee
During this lockdown and unprecedented times we will slowly
Die.
I miss feeling alive…. 💙
Here she goes again oh oh oh
Falling swaying twirling oh oh oh oh
That sinking feeling oh oh oh oh
You’ve been there once before
You’ve been there once before
The pulling undertow
The pulling undertow
The crash and the burn
The crash and the burn
The nothing left to say
She’s left her body sways
The promises you made
The fabric as it frays
Just ashes on the floor
Go running for the door
Vacant eyes
Searching the room
The promises she made
A good thing she just blew
Here she goes again
Falling swaying twirling
That sinking feeling
You’ve been there once before
You’ve been there once before
Go running for the door
Go running for the door
Don’t want to
Don’t want to
Bleeding words forevermore
Don’t want to
Don’t want to
There
There she goes
Eyes roll back
The words she lacks
Her coronal mass ejections
Drew you to her
Without thought and feeling
Her warmth and magnetic pull
Was what you needed to feel
Whole again. Her brightness
Unwavering steadfast gaze
You had no choice
But you missed it.
You missed the coronal holes
The black missing chunks
Created by every disappointment
Heartbreak and lies told to her
One more wrongdoing could burn the sun out
Listen to the mass ejections you may hear
Her cries for the one true love
The promise of centuries and eons before
He will return in this life for her yet chose to be with another
So everyday she rises spins and omits her warmth knowing she has no choice
But to carry on. For many are dependent on her
Until her spark returns no more….
That tired feeling
Washing over my skin
The new normal
Has broken me in
The search is over
All stones up turned
Today I’m sober
My spirit is burned
All hope is lost
Can’t see you smile
The masks now block
So many vacant eyes
Stare back at me
Uncertain futures
People ready to flee
I woke up tired
And sore and blue
Tired of this sham
This world of new 💙
A little bit of me
I can see you’re bored
Now that makes three
You took the fork road
Of where angels don’t sleep
Biggest mistake
Now you sow what you reap
But there’s a way out
You know of those strings
To pull when they’re showing
Your itch is still growing
So scratch that and tug
No you’re not a lug
Go on if you dare
Without a care
Of whom you trod on
I know I’ve been wrong of
The ones you have met
And now I regret
I’m sorry…
But the change is here
New laws and boundaries
The change is near
Riots and destruction
Unfolding everywhere
Pickets and signs
Long unbrushed hair
Don’t look them in the eye
Please don’t you dare
They’ll hurt you command you
Kill you if you care
Nothing’s achieved by paying those men
To destroy others property
What now what then
I’m here to tell you
You’ll be found out I’m sure
The anger the hatred
The violence you lured
You cannot break LOVE
Especially yours
Knows no bounds,
The hurt conjured
The angst created
The minds Talking loud,
The gossip fueled
The motors cooled
The wanting now leaves,
The longing gone
The craving burst
The love now cannot breath,
Rejection breaks
A spirit lost
Does not strengthen the need,
Can turn away
Feeling dismayed
A pool of sorrow within her
